bexcelia
Newbie
“Give me therapy, I'm a walking travesty, but I'm smiling at everything.”
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Post by bexcelia on Nov 4, 2013 21:39:37 GMT
There's not much I can say but this past month things have been getting harder and harder, plus I've been restricting more and more, I haven't purged since September but now, I want to every time I do eat. I constantly skip breakfast and lunch, sometimes dinner, most times any eating I do it bingeing at night when nobody can see me eat, my anxiety is getting on top of me again, and food is the only thing I have control over so I genuinely just want to give up, and nothing anyone is saying to encourage me makes me feel any better, to be honest I'm kind of just done caring.
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Post by ellief on Nov 5, 2013 9:13:23 GMT
Well done for not purging, that in itself is an achievement! Do you have a mh or ed team that your under who you could talk to about it? Or your GP? We are all here for you, but there are also choices you have to make, and I can tell youve made excellent ones in the past an your very brave for sharing now, but please ask for more support.
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Post by Michaela on Nov 5, 2013 23:35:50 GMT
Ellie is right honey, keep fighting, you've already done so well and even though things are getting harder again it doesn't mean that the progress you did make before was for nothing. Unfortunately relapse is common with EDs but try not to give up, you can still get thorough this. What professional support are you getting? Thinking of you honey, keep talking xxx
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