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Post by Casey on Aug 8, 2013 22:30:25 GMT
With a mental illness, the road to recovery is seriously congested. I'm happy to have such a great support group but I keep wishing for one of those training montages you see in films, where the character starts off hopeless but they lay a cool soundtrack down, and all the hard work happens in minutes. Suddenly time's passed and the character's life is transformed. I could fast forward through this my struggles and be the person I would love to be. And yes, it sort of means wishing my life away. But if someone offered a magical shortcut, wouldn't I be a masochist not to take it? But I guess short cuts come with strings attached. You might sell your soul to the devil without realising it. Or miss out on all the trying, failing, clawing your way out of the mud that's supposed to make you who you are. Montages look good in movies, but they skim over the surface. Important stuff can't be solved with a quick fix. Sure, a short cut will get you there sooner, but the ride might be a lot bumpier.
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Post by Michaela on Aug 9, 2013 11:32:35 GMT
You're right, even if we could skip over all the bad stuff and get to 'recovered' - what would be the point of all them lost years of illness that we've already been through? We wouldn't have learned anything from it, it would just have been a waste of time - at least by having to fight for recovery we learn more about ourselves and our illness and become different people because of it. If we hadn't learned ways to stay on the right track, then we'd also be vulnerable to relapse, because when it came we'd have no tools to deal with it and would have to start from square one.
That said, I totally get why you would want this. I hate the not knowing how long it is going to take - I feel I could deal with it easier if it was like "In two years time all of this will be behind you and you'll be enjoying life without mental illness". I guess I wouldn't feel the same though if the figure was "In ten years time..." and I guess we wouldn't put in the work if we thought "Oh it'll be fixed by then anyway".
So unfortunately we have to take the slow road. It just sometimes seems so goddam slow!
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Post by Katrine on Aug 17, 2013 14:38:06 GMT
I feel the same. I wish it could be like in the movies, but it just isn't
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