New to this. (Trigger Warning)

Hi all, well just giving this a go really, as I don't interact well with people face to face, In fact I try and avoid people as much as I can at all times. So I find my only form of contact with people apart my psychiatrist, psychologist and my care co-coordinator each week is only via twitter, I can hide behind it and pretend to be happy.  My diagnosis is Schizo- affective disorder. To which I'm a person who's ashamed of my illness. One of the reasons I've cut all out my life. Been sectioned twice for long periods and when I'm battling against voices and emotions each day and night I will spend hours sitting in a very quiet spot in my local church graveyard. Many nights a week are spent there until around 4am. I have a wonderful care co-ordinator, she is my life line and deserves a medal. That's a bit about me really, nothing special or interesting.