Post by loxanichs on Jul 25, 2013 22:17:00 GMT
Hopefully I did this right xD
My name is Nicholas but that's not the only name I answer to.
See, when I was ten I got placed into foster care, and a lot of those four years are still blurry or hazy to me. Due to situations beyond my control, abuse, in other words, I.....well... Not sure how to put this so please bear with me ^_^; I suppose the best way to put it is that I got 3 extremely supportive brothers out of the experience. Idk if its D. I. D. or even if I should consider this a mental disorder (we get along well enough) but I suppose I should say what I do know. Sometimes when I'm really stressed (or bored) one of my 3 brothers will take over my body and get through whAtever caused them to surface in the first place, usually some form of confrontation. I've struggled for a long time with whatever I'm dealing with, I don't consider them alters, I consider them 3 very supportive, protective, loving brothers who'll do anything to protect me. I have studied a little on d.i.d as its the only thing that might fit (I haven't received an official diagnosis but my counselor thinks it is d.i.d cuz the fact of the brothers, and that I treat them as real (they are to me) and that they take over my body (unless I smoke a certain green substance, Alex is the only one who partakes, the others avoid or try to throw it away lol.)) so I know that not everyone is as fortunate as I but I came here in the hopes that we can learn more about ourselves as well as meet others with, for lack of a better term, minds like ours ^_^;;
I've recently made the decision to vlog my life, inspired by "Diaries" and a youtuber who also has D.I.D.
Anyhow, my shy/ self-consciouss side is flaring up so I'm gonna post this before I chicken out.
Btw in case your wondering: Nicholas Ryan Brennon - 23 - Me
Alexander James Brennon - 23 - my twin
Andrew Ryan Brennon - 26( this Nov. 12)
Eric Sanders Brennon - 20( this Halloween)
I'm extremely shy about this, some friends and my bio mom knows but noone else except my counselor. This is our first public statement, a coming out if you will. If anyone has tips on vlogging from an iPhone the help would beach appreciated :3
And hello all, btw!
My name is Nicholas but that's not the only name I answer to.
See, when I was ten I got placed into foster care, and a lot of those four years are still blurry or hazy to me. Due to situations beyond my control, abuse, in other words, I.....well... Not sure how to put this so please bear with me ^_^; I suppose the best way to put it is that I got 3 extremely supportive brothers out of the experience. Idk if its D. I. D. or even if I should consider this a mental disorder (we get along well enough) but I suppose I should say what I do know. Sometimes when I'm really stressed (or bored) one of my 3 brothers will take over my body and get through whAtever caused them to surface in the first place, usually some form of confrontation. I've struggled for a long time with whatever I'm dealing with, I don't consider them alters, I consider them 3 very supportive, protective, loving brothers who'll do anything to protect me. I have studied a little on d.i.d as its the only thing that might fit (I haven't received an official diagnosis but my counselor thinks it is d.i.d cuz the fact of the brothers, and that I treat them as real (they are to me) and that they take over my body (unless I smoke a certain green substance, Alex is the only one who partakes, the others avoid or try to throw it away lol.)) so I know that not everyone is as fortunate as I but I came here in the hopes that we can learn more about ourselves as well as meet others with, for lack of a better term, minds like ours ^_^;;
I've recently made the decision to vlog my life, inspired by "Diaries" and a youtuber who also has D.I.D.
Anyhow, my shy/ self-consciouss side is flaring up so I'm gonna post this before I chicken out.
Btw in case your wondering: Nicholas Ryan Brennon - 23 - Me
Alexander James Brennon - 23 - my twin
Andrew Ryan Brennon - 26( this Nov. 12)
Eric Sanders Brennon - 20( this Halloween)
I'm extremely shy about this, some friends and my bio mom knows but noone else except my counselor. This is our first public statement, a coming out if you will. If anyone has tips on vlogging from an iPhone the help would beach appreciated :3
And hello all, btw!