Post by paigewoodcock on Jul 25, 2013 12:23:40 GMT
Hey everyone:-),
errrrmmm.... :-) I'm Paige, I'm 18, I'm from Leeds but at the moment I live in Germany with my husband who is in the army. I don't have any children yet but hopefully will in good time!
Ermmm from been about 12/13 ive battled a lot of things in my life, at primary school I was a very bubbley out going girl but moving into high school I started to get badly bullied this is what triggered my bulimia and depression... but I moved schools and I always thought it would stop but all the way through my life growing up ive had MH, everytime I think I'm getting over my bulimia and recovering something always stops the recoverary same as my depression although I know its always there, last january it all got to much for me my now husband went to afghan and everyone just didnt want to be around me even my parents didnt know how to treat me and they would rather be away from me I really was sick of it and I took an overdose my parents found me and I was rushed to hospital I was in hospital about a week and I had to have 3 sets of drips and now if I drink at all my liver just feels like ive had a week on the booze I do regret it but noone understands at all still, when I came out of hospital I had couciling and my parents started treating me different (was to be expected) I still think about doing at again which I know is wrong cause I have everything to live for but noone really understands I mean I dont even understand myself sometimes so how can anyone else? I self harm to an extent too I scratch myself until I break skin and bleed I cant concentrate on anything except that... I went to the doctors and i've been put on anti depresents but recently I have been having panic attacks and the self harming thing has been happening more too, so I am concidering going back, I mean I can go a couple of weeks of been happy and then I can just crash really bad, but sometimes that does happen within days or hours :/ but mehhhh.... :/
well thats me :-)
btw I honestly love what your doing on here!
Paige xoxo
errrrmmm.... :-) I'm Paige, I'm 18, I'm from Leeds but at the moment I live in Germany with my husband who is in the army. I don't have any children yet but hopefully will in good time!
Ermmm from been about 12/13 ive battled a lot of things in my life, at primary school I was a very bubbley out going girl but moving into high school I started to get badly bullied this is what triggered my bulimia and depression... but I moved schools and I always thought it would stop but all the way through my life growing up ive had MH, everytime I think I'm getting over my bulimia and recovering something always stops the recoverary same as my depression although I know its always there, last january it all got to much for me my now husband went to afghan and everyone just didnt want to be around me even my parents didnt know how to treat me and they would rather be away from me I really was sick of it and I took an overdose my parents found me and I was rushed to hospital I was in hospital about a week and I had to have 3 sets of drips and now if I drink at all my liver just feels like ive had a week on the booze I do regret it but noone understands at all still, when I came out of hospital I had couciling and my parents started treating me different (was to be expected) I still think about doing at again which I know is wrong cause I have everything to live for but noone really understands I mean I dont even understand myself sometimes so how can anyone else? I self harm to an extent too I scratch myself until I break skin and bleed I cant concentrate on anything except that... I went to the doctors and i've been put on anti depresents but recently I have been having panic attacks and the self harming thing has been happening more too, so I am concidering going back, I mean I can go a couple of weeks of been happy and then I can just crash really bad, but sometimes that does happen within days or hours :/ but mehhhh.... :/
well thats me :-)
btw I honestly love what your doing on here!
Paige xoxo